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Well I gotta admit ... HNH is now a big bunch of LAME. Can someone please write some new jokes for JohnnyB - PLEASE. I see dead people. A whole lotta oppressive peeps trying convince themselves they're having fun and hoping that someone else's life sucks more than theirs. It's sooooo much sweeter being able to say whatever I want instead-of wondering how my words will be twisted as the they get passed around. Spiderman is a myth - But please continue to talk baby-talk to him - I find it quite amusing and I'm sure he does also. So Mr. Tagg, you've made it pretty obvious that you aren't shy so how come you're so reluctant to share any pictures on HNH's picture page? Hiding something maybe?! Since South thinks its ok to blab about everyone else, I wonder how she'll like it when it's about her? Poor Jam ... either the kindest soul around or the biggest sucker. Hey People ... WAKE UP. There's no Immunity Idol in HNH. --- stay tuned for future observations :) |
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Don't take all this crap too seriously. I know I don't. I mean people's feelings I take seriously but how can you please everyone all the time. Impossible, right?! So I just live in the moment - and plan for a few minutes later. When in doubt, I usually disengage and take some time to think things over. I try to verify facts or dig around to find inconsistencies. If I'm still in doubt, I try to keep an open mind. Sometimes if there's no proof to validate either side of an argument, I'll decide who is more credible or which story seems more plausible and - when all else fails - I go with whatever position the most intelligent person involved can substantiate. Most of all - I usually choose to not get too closely involved in disputes that don't concern me unless I think a huge misjustice is being played upon. Having said that - piss me off, and I come out swinging!! I still know the power of words in this post-literate society of ours. WORDS .... yup, that's my go-to choice of defence every time. Try it - you might like it too :)))) |

Ahhh what a crazy world this is. I spend zero time feeling sorry for myself. Whenever I do get the urge for a pity-party, it's real easy to get myself straight. All I have to do is remind myself how many people who are dead, or even those alive but hurting, would gladly change places with me! I'm not starving, I have a warm place to sleep, and there are people in my life who love me very much. I have been so blessed that it doesn't seem equally balanced at times. And it humbles me to think that God must believe I'm worthy - he just keeps blowing me away. Seems like no matter how much I screw up, HE's always there to bail me out. Over and Over and Over again. If I should die tomorrow, I would be going with a smile on my face. I've already experienced tons & mountains - and soon to start another chapter. Yes .... I've definitely had more than my share. TY Jesus !! |




Ooooo I sooooo much hate keeping secrets. Especially when they are happy secrets ! When I'm feeling happy I just want to let it spill out. I want everyone else to feel it too - like rain, drenching everyone it catches in its downpour. My favorite "feel-good" memory: I'm on the houseboat ... it's moving slowly through the water ... the sun is shining ... I'm sitting on one of the pontoons - my feet are dangling in the water .... I close my eyes ... the motor is gently purring ... the cold waves wash over my legs ... the sun warms my skin ... I can smell nature all around me ... my body sways gently with the boat. I open my eyes and as I reach for my CC & Coke, I can't help but think: I'm real glad I'm ME today. |

| 'Oh child.... Don't ever discount the wonder of your tears. They can be healing waters and a stream of joy. Sometimes they are the best words the heart can speak.' -William P. Young |
